There's no safe way to see just how close you can get to a cliff without falling

Curious individuals do have a tendency to test the limits, rather then take them as an established part of the environment. Probably because many of the rules we grow up with are not really justified, and they start feeling like a jacket that's too small, especially in "development stages". Many times though, after we live more, wise up and mellow, we turn with an indulgent smile to the "rebel" we were and realize that the rules themselves are not that much of a problem, the real issues were entirely different, and happiness doesn't lie just in breaking limits.

For the past two years, I've been really spreading myself in many directions. Trying everything that attracted me, especially when it came to work. I am sure that this helped me grow a lot, not only professionally, and it got me to a point where I am much better at judging the real value of my time and of the opportunities I get. BUT - I'm feeling like I'm close to an edge. If I push things much further without focusing, chances are I will spread myself to thin.